HEARTBEATS ♥

♥ Saturday, November 8, 2008

8th of november 2008.
Things turned out so badly today.
It was supposed to be our 10th month anniversary.
It was supposed to be a happy day-kind-of-thing.
Slept at 4am today ; woke up at 11am.
7 hours of sleep but yet , i kept waking up.
I just cant sleep in peace.
Every moment i kept thinking about hym.

My eyes are sore.
My cough is getting worse.
My heart hurts.
My whole body aches.

I am sorry , amirur rashid.
I tahu I berbual kasar ngn you.
I tahu I dh lukakan hati you.
I tahu I dh byk kali buat u sedih & nangis.
I tahu I bukan gadis idaman yg u impi-impikan.
I tahu semalam u tk sengaja nk hantar msg lmbt.
I yg ngada2, I terlalu kecil hati.
I terlalu sedih sebab 10th mth kita,
kita ader perselisihan faham.

syg,pls go to bed and have some rest.
I know u were awake all night.
have some sleep dear.
as soon as I feel better,
i will kol u.

all i want u to know is that ,
I am sorry &
I love u so much.
I may not have said it earlier today
but i want u to know,
I love u so much
& i want more months.
I want us to last long.

I am sorry once again syg.
I do forgive you syg.
Dah lama i maafkan you.
Cumer i mungkin kasar ngn u.

Pls ?
Have some rest.
I kol you once I am better.
&& lastly,
happy 10th month anniversary.
LOVES.

12:02 PM
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