♥ Wednesday, May 28, 2008
GOSH ! its wednesday morning at 3.30am...& I juz cant sleep...my eyes are red & sore from crying too much..wad do u expect?I had problems wif my parents... && they dun have a single trust on me..coz I have been lying to them often .. and they found out ... sometimes I juz wish I dun even exist in this world...I m juz a bad daughter to them & was not a good role model for my siblings..can like someone juz kill me ? no point living in dis world... && Amirur Rashidd ..... I m sorry to hurt u ...I m sorry to make u cry ... I m sorry for giving u all the trouble & problems all dis while ... & I m sorry to end our relationship out of a sudden ...Bcoz I was forced to ... Even when I dun really want this to happen ...Pls forgive me ? I can never be ur perfect gf ... Myy dear ; juz to let u noe ... I will always & forever love u ...Dun take it too hard when I say I hate u...Coz my hands & mouth are lying but not my heart ...Never will I hate youu ...I have to admit that I miss u so much ... How m i going to spend my hols without you ?Bcoz you are always on my mind ...I cant sleep bcoz of you ; i m terribly depressed & hurt & broken- hearted ...My tears are my best friend now... It is keeping me company ...I will go back to you one day if you are willing to wait ... I promise ... I feel like calling you rite now but I dun want to disturb your sleep ...&& You take care kayh ? Get well soon ... Stay happy & cheerful ... Dun wait for me kayh ? Find a wayy better gf than me kayh ?Mr Zee , thanks for the care,concern & most importantly love...I appreciate it so much for the past 7 months ...&& i guess there wont be a 5th Month Anniversary ... You will always have a place deep in my heart...Thanks for EVERYTHING ...I will always remember our sweet moments together ...PS : I LOVE YOU , ALWAYS & FOREVER ...
3:30 AM
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