HEARTBEATS ♥

♥ Monday, March 24, 2008

Today is a terrible day for me...
extremely bad...

Firstly tiff wif my boyfie...
bcoz?
i skip hmt juz bcoz of hym n to be wif hym
It turns out, he hang ard wif his frens
as if i dun exist in dis world ughhh....
ughh i guess his frens are his top priority
&& i m not

Okay fine i noe i m selfish
I only think about me myself n I
But i dun wanna lose hym
Until now,nt a single kol i have picked up
I m sorrry kaes?
I noe i m nt the best gf he cn ever had...
But i will try?

I m sorry to make u cry...
Please dun let any teardrop escape from ur eyer
Coz if it hurts u,It hurts me more...
Today i didnt had the chance to spend time wif hym...
n gosh i miss hym so much ...
sorrry kays?? sorrry ....

Secondly, another tiff wif my mum
Ain gave me a present & wrote sth about me n hym
She found out ... && i was merely dead ...
She was lecturing me blah blah blahs ~!
&& i hate it ! really hate it....
I was holding back my tears, nt letting it dropped

M i doing the right thing?
i juz feel like letting it go
I feel as if breaking up is the best choice
BUT how cn i do dis to hym?
Our hearts ,, shattered into millions of pieces

I nid someone by my side.
I nid to be loved.
I nid to be cared .
I nid fun.
I nid laughter.
I nid hym.

Luckily best frens like nurul,zu n fana were there for me
Thanks guys...

I hope things will be better tmr...
& i left my own ques unanswered...

8:41 PM
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